So fedup!

I think I have too much in my mind. Figures.

It's so hard to control feelings, the pain, the eagerness, the resistance melting, the desperation, the guilt, the avoidance, ahh I'm so stuck.

Everything seems to be in a mess, I'm trying my best to untangle these things, but if only they're as easy as typing it out...

Perhaps, a direction? Anybody?

I think I should know the answer...

But feelings are hard to control...

I guess this is the time where the heart takes over control of the mind...