My New Job

Well I wouldn't call this a job, because when you have a job, you get PAID.

Day in and day out, I get told to do things that is not for myself. This life doesn't even belong to me, what am I? I don't even get paid, I have to PAY! Petrol, time, transport, ahhh fuck it!

I have to settle people's problem for them. To make life convenient for others, to put myself at a state where "rest" has been permanently erased from my life.

With all these work and financial crisis I'm having, I'm already suicidal, and now I have to bear the burden of others. I'm a servant, a maid, a labourer, a driver, a courier, all for FREE, put more to the list why don't ya? The edge is not that hard to step off, and I shall watch as the rest have to put up with the shits I have been doing since 7 bloody years ago!

"I'm not free"

HELL like I am! I have to WORK to support myself! I don't get FREE BREAKFAST, LUNCH, DINNER, HOUSE, CAR, WEDDING, GIVING BIRTH, FEEDING A BABY! I HAVE TO FUCKING PAY RM1.3k A MONTH WITHOUT EATING, LIVING, OR HAVING ANY TRANSPORT!! YES I FUCKING HAVE TO PAY BACK THE BANK RM1.3 BLOODY THOUSAND A MONTH, AND I HAVE RENTAL TO PAY! THERE ARE SO MANY BLOODY MORE THINGS THAT I CAN'T NAME! FUCKING BLAME MY FUCKED UP LIFE THAT I DON'T GET A FUCKING EXPENSE FREE LIFE! I DON'T RELY ON MY MOTHER FOR EVERY GOD DAMN THING!!!!!!!I DON'T COME WITH A FUCKING FREE HOUSE THAT I CAN LIVE IN, A FUCKING FREE CAR THAT MY MUM PAYS FOR, 3 FUCKING MEALS A DAY, ALL THE GROCERIES SHOPPING, AND COMPLAIN LIKE FUCK SHIT THAT I DON'T HAVE MONEY. I HAVE TO PAY FOR ALL MY BLOODY SHITS! I HAVE TO PAY FOR MY OWN 3 MEALS. I HAVE TO PAY EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SCREW LIFE!